Sailing To Find

from Cottage by Jamie "Pops" VanEffen

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lyrics

Now I'm wondering again, will I ever win my friend
When will I ever win
I guess ill sail to find
To find something
But I don't believe anything
will compare to you
I don't know what I'm looking for
Maybe its peace
Maybe a fools paradise

Insecurities build
My pride begins to wilt
But I keep hanging on
Hoping to make you or me smile again
I know I need to stop crying
Seems all I do is cry anymore
But my security blanket has always been you
And me I'm an old shoe
That you won't wear anymore
You won't even try
No communication
Was I supposed to read your mind
I don't understand
I gave all that I could
If I gave anymore
There would be nothing left
Nothing left in my heart or my soul

I made you miserable
Im still trying to figure that one out
You were a wonderful actor
You always claimed to be happy to me
Im damned sure that I was the one that was miserable
You tore me to pieces
But I wouldn't, I couldn't leave
"Cause I loved you
And for some insane reason
I still do

Now it looks like I'm sailing to find
Someone who'll care
Not looking for a new mate
Just someone to listen, and to care
So I guess this is goodbye my true love
All the I really was infatuated with you

Every once in awhile
When you think of me
I hope you remember
I always tried to be good to you

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from Cottage, released March 11, 2022

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Jamie "Pops" VanEffen Ypsilanti, Michigan

Rock And Roll Daddy, making his hurried sounds
As he whirls around to and fro, always on the go-go-go

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Aurora

May 2023
Cottage

Mar 2022
Programming

Apr 2021
Lost

Oct 2015

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